Week of Events…

A lot of things I had experienced last week. Losing a friend is one of them which I had never expected before. Moreover, I am not ready yet to face it.

My roommate, Weh Kiat, had left me since he is avid with his medic. So, he turned his way around, continuing his A-level. You know, he is more than a friend for me. First, I knew that he was the first person who greeted in me in Petronas interview. His blue shirt is still vivid in my mind. Then we met here. He was really forthcoming. We were very close. His leaving, gave a big impact to me. In this school, he was my reference. He lent his hand a lot as what others roommate does. I miss him terrible as I never put a barrier in making friend! No matter what is your skin colour?! No matter what is your race?! No matter what is your religion?! Friend is still a friend..

Then, I met Bro Anis, my senior. I walked out of my class suddenly i spotted a crowd and i saw sombody who was familiar but I couldnt remember. Out of a sudden, his name flew over my head. I called him. He picked up his phone. So that's really Bro Anis.LOL. He was really different in picture. He was smart and handsome as if a new teacher. His purpose that day was to check for his IB points. Bro, I will pray for you success. You can do it!!!!

The next event was camping. 3 days 2 nights I had spent with all IB students and a few teachers in Gopeng. The activities here were too very exciting and adventurous. Expect the unexpected!!! We build a mud house in the first day. The best part of it was throwing mud to people. Miss Harjit, you were lucky for not really being our victim. LOL. In the great exhaustion, though we rested for few hours, we went up to the pick of a hill (not climbing) to a river. For what? For whitewater rafting!! It was incredibly awesome. The members of group of mine were Mr. Sure (bio teacher), Azlan, Ellin, and Hanna (Montana. LOL). Two of us drawn. It was OK since the place is safe enough to drown. LOL.

In the first night, I don’t know why, I dreamt about my best friend, Ahmad Afdhal Firti. We were happy got a chance to meet again after for a long time. But he was nearly dead in big flood. Alhamdulillah, he was safe.

A lot of things events I had experienced last week but I have to be ready for my test tomorrow. So, that’s all friends. Peace be upon u.


moon Pictures, Images and Photos

Ruku’ku undang murka
Sujudku cetus amarah
Walhal hatiku ingin suka
Dari Tuhan Maha Pemurah,

Lenguh sendi berlayar
Membelah gelora maksiat
Aku sujud mencari-Mu
Teraba-raba cahaya dalam gelap
Tapi dalam sujud
Aku tetap terus sesat.

Wahai kekasih
Aku jejaki laluanmu
Kau daki tebing curang dengan satu langkah
Tapi aku rebah

Dalam kesesatan sujudku
Adakah kita akan bertemu?

My Life History Comes Alive Again

Cry Pictures, Images and Photos
I have no choice. This is the reality that I have to face! Once again the past history is renewed and it revolves around me and definitely beyond of my hands. Honestly, from deep of my heart, by chance if I have it, I wanna escape from this fate.

Everything has started when I was in KISAS. The true spirit of belief and faith has lighted up my path, guiding me to where I am supposed to be. Alhamdulillah! I am glad of that! However it is, I was nearly half forgotten of my past, I mean my best friend, A*****. I received something which had opened my heart but I just stored the knowledge without ‘lending my hand’ to him. He is drowning in his so-called real world. I have regretted it! Spontaneously, ‘IF’ pops up in my mind. If I…. If I…. ……………..

Ooo Allah, today the past black chapter of my life is renewed and revolving around me. I am relooking for an escape because I am not a hero who is really intrepid (brave). It’s supposed not to be a pretext (excuse) for me. I am not flying with Peter Pan in the Dream Land but I am standing as a man, confronting the reality.

I am standing at such a crucial junction. I have to make up my mind accurately. I have to choose between two things either myself or my new acquaintances. But why should I prioritize them??? But it’s more than that actually. Friends, we have the pearls that they don’t have. We have to share the pearls with them. It is the matter of ours with Allah