7:55 AM
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by syafiqq1991
I think I don’t have to ask as everyone understands what it means. Implicitly it means you are DUMB! But, what will you feel if your friend say “ u dummy ” or in other words, ‘You are DUMB!’ after showing your stupidity in spelling a word. And the friend is him who you respect the most, he is who you don’t feel comfortable with his attitude but you defend him when people disparage his attitude (sometimes), an the worst thing is after you politely express your uneasiness him but he does seek for apology, or he even does not obliterate of what he has done? Ask yourself! Is this a friend?
Give me space to reflect on it too.
But I still say that he is an ilk of friends. Although I do feel vehemently aggravated of his words, patience plays ‘his’ role here. If I want to disseminate his blaspheme, so that his blaspheme will degrade himself, I can do it facilely. But I have told you, patience plays ‘his’ role here. He is still my friend :P
(*I believe he must be be saying (now): “U dummy”. I never thought you are my friend.)
2:33 AM
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by syafiqq1991
Aaah...(sigh) Very tired as I just have returned from KISAS to enroll my sister there, and she is my next generation in KISAS. Euphoric - that was what I felt when being there. I did miss KISAS very much and I do believe that you are as well! I met G-man, Asroy, Musyid, and Farid and they are all KPs (who i felt doubtios of thier qualification.. lol). The best part was I got a chance to meet, chat, and share my epxerience with them and some of the teachers. My juniors also shared something with me. One of Khadilians said Khalidians have planed something for juniors so that they can be moulded holistically. It sounds great but I dont know what is it. It is ok as I will always visit KISAS and I can catch up the latest news there. Anyway, my sister is a Thariqian. I didn't ask help of Ustaz Zainal to list her name in Khalid as she deserves to start herlife here by her own way. Let she get her chance! Besides, brothers' of some of our 'batch' also got to study here as Farid's and Fadhil's. Others' I forgot. Sorry.
10:54 PM
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by syafiqq1991
I confess that I fell vehemently remorseful to what I have done. But, is it wrong to rebuke my brother for this own good? Is it wrong?
After pondering deeply, I did email him, commenting his doings, which i felt tremendously uneasy, though people might say it is nothing, yet the action did anger me. The email that I send reflected my rage which empowered me thoroughly.
And, of course, as teens, they don't want to be scolded, berated, admonished, etc....... for what ever reasons. I think this is my fault for not understand them.
Now, I realise that I was wrong for being too harsh, brusque, cynical, irritating, annoying, scornful, etc...... to him. I was defeated by my red alarming rage! Supposedly, I shouldn't hurt his feeling. Does it mean I am a cruel, boisterous? And am I wrong to scold him once?
5:50 PM
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by syafiqq1991
Hmmmph…. It has been few days that I am out of mood to wake up early to go to school. I really don’t know why. That’s one problem, and the other is I am no more able to stay up night until 11 pm! When the clock strikes at 10, definitely, my eyes are already heavy. I, then, sleep, hopefully that I can wake up early in the morning to study; I do wake up but 10 minutes after struggling to open my eyes to read few lines, for sure, I turn blank – falling asleep! I am not assiduous anymore! The spirit that I have start to abetting! Ooo friends! Give me support to ameliorate my enthusiasm! May be I just miss our happy days in KISAS.
11:32 PM
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by syafiqq1991
It is not too early or too late to express my 'congrate' to all friends and brothers who have just complemented thier SPM or nearly done it. You all have victoriously climbed up over the zenith (peak) of the journey and now on the way to climb down for harversting.
During these holidays, I suggest using it wisely. Don't be like me, I did waiste most of my time - sleeping, eating, sleeping.... lol.. Those who can afford to take lisence, it's better now. Those who want to gain experience in working realm, why dont now. To be more optimistic, those who dream to study abroad why dont you all prepare yourselves for the english test which is compulsory. Then, you dont have to struggle too much during ur preparation years!So, prepare yourselves with firm grammar basis. What's the different between 'try doing' this and 'try to do this'? Is there any nuance (difference) ? Yes, but too little.
The uppermost advice is don't forget to pray for your SPM result. All effort you have put and now tawakkal to Allah.
May Allah bless u!
7:43 PM
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by syafiqq1991
Firstly, I am glad to obtain a just good result for my first exam. I passed the cut point: 35 points. Alhamdulillah. It is quite an achievement for me since I had spent my times mostly for the CAS SERVICE at KISAS during my exam week when others were struggling for the exam. However, I did manage my time properly and, of course, I prayed to Allah; sth that I will never forget.
CAS SERVICE???
Actually, this is as if co-curricular activity for IB students. My plan is I want to fill up my service first, so I didn’t mind to sacrifice my exam for this, besides I might not come to KISAS anymore.
These are the pictures…
Some of the participants with faci’s
Sharing is caring!
The genius!
My Khalidian!
My ex-mentor and I! He was my mentor when I was drowning in AddMATHS!
Forum!
There were the panels! Azim, Che, Anas, and Aisyah.
A bit boring, so watching!
Balloons to be exploded.
Impatient boys with the balloons!
Look at their behaviour! A bits childish sometime! Its ok!
First wet boy!
Biawak Buaya!
Giggle louder BOY!
There are more pictures in the second week but I don’t have it yet! Its ok. Meet u all in success ok! Hope can witness ur glory day next year at KISAS! SPM result announcement. And Good luck for SPM. I will always pray for you all! chill up guys!
