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Now I May Begin Again

I think, as if, it has been years not updating my blog. Maybe I was too busy or maybe I was too lazy. Guys, my exam for this sem is just around the corner, but I am not ready yet, which I think you should lend me any automatic machine guns or at least bow and arrows or otherwise I need to use the conventional way, magical dice. For the subjective questions I will leave the answers blank, at least my lecturers are happy as they don’t have to crack their heads to figure out what I write and less mundane works they will shoulder.

Anyway guys, besides being piled with assignments (IA’s, TOK, EE), SAT exam, and the gratuitous tasks, however I promise to myself to prepare for the exam. And to all my fellow comrades I wish you the best of luck.

And I will try all my best to upload my blog again with galvanizing materials :)


SPM 2009 RESULT




CONGRATULATION to all 2009 SPM candidates as all of you did better than 2008 candidates. For those who passed with flying colours you have just embarked on new journeys and those who did not acquire as what they hoped this is not the end. ‘Tawakkal’ to Allah. This is what He decided to us. This year 8 students got all a’s +. And a special congratulation is to Fakrul Radzi who defeated Oscar winner today since all reporters were after for him. He got 8 a’s + and 3 a’s . But, find out yourself in newspaper why he was such an artist!

And thank Yati for you camera :) .

Although my brother in Kuantan just got 2 a’s, for me that’s good enough. As he got far more than his what he attemped. And I believe that he has potential to excel in future if he works harder since he is clever but just lazy.

In the morning, suddenly, my instinct said that Akif got one B. I didn't know why. But which Akif? I tried to deny it but I couldn't. ' Don't think as that bad if u r a still angry with him,' I pacified myself. To forget it, I chatted with others. What can I say that's a fact. Although Qutham and Akif just got 10 a's, I am still proud of them. That's all rezeki. And Aiman Halid this is not the end ok! Your future is still bright! And Radhi, thax for the sms. :)

From the event I learnt one important thing that I have always told people but I think I don’t really practise it. I advised my juniors to tawakkal for their results and I experienced 2 important incidents within these 2 days that really challenged my tawakkal.

I believe that all of you know how crucial it is a handphone. Yesterday’s night, I went to i-City as people say that it is really beautiful . Yes. Undeniable. It is damp beautiful! It is like town of light. All trees are made up of lights from different vibrant colours from your left to right. When I was too absorbed by the lights, suddenly, I dropped my phone in the middle of the town after walking about an hour. The worst was I realised it after walking to car to return home. I was tremendously out of idea what should I do, and I didn’t know where should I begin to find the phone. I said to myself, ‘ Tawakkal. If the phone is meant for me, I will get it back or get a new one’. I called my phone and Alhamdulillah somebody found it and return it to me.

The second was at my school (not KISAS ok). I took all trouble to get a camera to KISAS and to go to KISAS. Alhamdulillah, everything was perfect until I returned to school. I transferred all the pictures, and it was perfectly done! So, I deleted the pictures from my memory card permanently. As, I rechecked the folder where I transferred my pictures at KISAS my lecturer had run into class as he was late, then I realized that I deleted all the pictures in the SPM announcement ceremony. I looked at the recycle bin but it was empty! OMG!!!! I nearly dropped my tears. The great sadness engulfed me. All the pictures were gone! However, the lecturer was ready at front to teach, so I had no choice except to return to my seat. It was the first time which only my body in the class as I kept thinking what I had done when my lecturer was standing in front of me giving his lecture. I lost all the pictures which all people want it! But I said, it is ok. ‘bukan rezeki. Nak buat macam mana. Tawakkal le kala ade kat folder mane2 ade letu.’ Before leaving our class, the lecturer gave us an assignment, but , then, I quickly ran back to see my pictures. I checked it again. No pictures were in my thumbdrive. BUT! OMG! I checked the wrong file! Alhamdulillah, there pictures were safe.

And guys, I will upload the pictures at school as soon as possible. Hv tones of works to be done. Be patient ok :P .

DEEP REMORSE

I confess that I fell vehemently remorseful to what I have done. But, is it wrong to rebuke my brother for this own good? Is it wrong?

After pondering deeply, I did email him, commenting his doings, which i felt tremendously uneasy, though people might say it is nothing, yet the action did anger me. The email that I send reflected my rage which empowered me thoroughly.

And, of course, as teens, they don't want to be scolded, berated, admonished, etc....... for what ever reasons. I think this is my fault for not understand them.

Now, I realise that I was wrong for being too harsh, brusque, cynical, irritating, annoying, scornful, etc...... to him. I was defeated by my red alarming rage! Supposedly, I shouldn't hurt his feeling. Does it mean I am a cruel, boisterous? And am I wrong to scold him once?

WARNING!!!


I give up!!!!

My Life History Comes Alive Again

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I have no choice. This is the reality that I have to face! Once again the past history is renewed and it revolves around me and definitely beyond of my hands. Honestly, from deep of my heart, by chance if I have it, I wanna escape from this fate.

Everything has started when I was in KISAS. The true spirit of belief and faith has lighted up my path, guiding me to where I am supposed to be. Alhamdulillah! I am glad of that! However it is, I was nearly half forgotten of my past, I mean my best friend, A*****. I received something which had opened my heart but I just stored the knowledge without ‘lending my hand’ to him. He is drowning in his so-called real world. I have regretted it! Spontaneously, ‘IF’ pops up in my mind. If I…. If I…. ……………..

Ooo Allah, today the past black chapter of my life is renewed and revolving around me. I am relooking for an escape because I am not a hero who is really intrepid (brave). It’s supposed not to be a pretext (excuse) for me. I am not flying with Peter Pan in the Dream Land but I am standing as a man, confronting the reality.

I am standing at such a crucial junction. I have to make up my mind accurately. I have to choose between two things either myself or my new acquaintances. But why should I prioritize them??? But it’s more than that actually. Friends, we have the pearls that they don’t have. We have to share the pearls with them. It is the matter of ours with Allah

My fist day as a new IB student!!!

OMD!!! Sri KDU School is absolutely fabulous!! From the entrance gate to the back yard, you will be absolutely speechless, mesmerized, not only that, all the stuffs, teachers, and students are too friendly. I feel lucky to be the selected Petronas scholar.

You know, the amenities are the first class amenities which meet the Smart School title. Computers are in the all well air-conditioned classes. The library is cool. The cafeteria is more than u can imagine. There are gym, swimming pool, and etc. I am in the school heaven!

The first person that I met was Azlan who came with his mom, sis, and little brother (he is now the friend of my bro). Then, we headed inside and a too friendly guy came to welcoming us and showing us the enrolment room. We took lift to go to the fist second floor. All the long way sides, the David Arculate welcoming posters are still hanging everywhere.

Nearly all sessions are interesting but the best one was the course and counseling. I met Miss Harjit, teaching Economy. She is really friendly and we talked a lot in the counseling session. Moreover, she is as me, left handed. Then, popped up a famous word, describing a left hander, creative.

The activities (bla…bla…bla…) at school ended around 3.00 pm, then, our parents, the scholars, together, drove to our apartment, with their deluxe cars such as Merce, Estima, etc. What should u expect? Expect the unexpected! My apartment is awesome! It’s a hostel when ‘s’ is absent. Kitchen is there. Tv will cheer we up when stressed up by work. Internet access is on the way. Refrigerator will be full by tomorrow. The swimming pool, gym, ect. I’ve got no camera to take photos. Sorry.

Our apartment....

The all boy scholars (5 people), stayed at an apartment. I shared with Izzuddin a room and Weh Kiat, Azlan and Firdaus took the master bed room.
Izzudin came from Kedah, ex-Asis.
Weh Kiat came from nearby district I think.
Azlan came from Bandar Bangi.

I met two great guys.. Azlan and Weh Kiat. They dragged my past memory with my beloved friends..


Weh Kiat...


Firdaus on the sofa with pure maths text book!

My Bruvs




Daruz Kei, this is the picture that I have mentioned to you which was taken in my graduation day in my former school, Sultan Alam Shah Islamic College, and I edited it. From left is Akif, Qutham Akif, me, Azri and Aiman.

Usually, most people will treat their juniors really like a junior but I never did that in my schooling days. For me they are the parts of my life, I mean like my own brother. And the closest brothers are they.

We are really close like siblings. We always did activities together like mingle around, eat our meals, fast, break fast, go out for outing ect.

And now, I miss all of them especially Aiman as we do not meet nearly a year. I have tried to have a visit to his house but I have failed. Actually, Aiman transferred to his former school last year which gave a big impact to my life. However it is, I got chances to meet Akif, Qutham Akif and Azri a few times this year.

What can I say here is I love them all as my brothers and hope we meet together again in future.

(Who did manage meet Aiman in MAK ceremony? lol and Daruz Kei, good luck with ur Spanish lesson)


“Who is Syafiq?”

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One of the most frequent questions thrown by my mates to me is who is syafiq? Yeah! ‘Who is Syafiq?’

They have their own firm stands to ask me this particular question as my real name is Ahmad Afandi Bin Suhami which, clearly, has no correlation or relation at all with Syafiq. So, why?
Actually, what do I know is Syafiq is an Arabic word, of course it is, comes from word syafaqah, which means affection, fondness or love and, so, syafiq means ‘a person who is loved by other people’ (something like that). For me, I love its meaning, so I use it as my surname in most chatting rooms.

Other than that, Syafiq is the name of my bosom buddy (best friend) when I was 11. I first met him when I attended a religion class at a mosque. What can I say about him is he is truly a friendly guy. I never have a comrade as him. What did I know about him is he is a diligent, discipline, and kind-hearted boy.

However it is, I lost touch with him (lost contact) when I stopped my lesson at the mosque for certain reasons. When I was 12, I got a chance to meet him at his school but just for a moment. I saw him with his buddies playing around by the school gate. Suddenly, a wave of nervousness came over me, so I turned around to gain my courage, thinking what should be the first word to say to him. A second later, after turning back, his figure had gone under the sunny day. I felt tremendously bad!!

Once again, when I was 14, I met him at my housing area. You know, I did not see him about 2 years and I was half-forgotten of how he was look like. In that afternoon, both of us were on our own bikes. I cycled to a stall and I spotted him. At first, I did not realize him because he wore a cap. After I reached home, then, suddenly, I remembered him after pondering (thinking) hardly who he was as I thought I had met him before. So, I grabbed my bike and cycled back to the spot where I saw him. But, once again, he had gone.

I did try my best to search for him such as I did seek for him in his housing area, ask his schoolmates and more but I have failed. A few times I try to replace him with other person but nobody can do it. I told you just now he is a good boy thought after asking his friends he was the worst student in his school (He was a school gangster). I never let this fact as a reason why I have to forget him. For me, he is still a good boy in my eyes. I miss him. I really hope to meet him though he maybe has forgotten me.


'Friendship is the golden thread that ties all hearts together'

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US vs UK! Where Should I Go to?

us_flag.gif U.S. Flag image by armyvet808 VS uk-flag.gif Uk Flag image by xXxMiyukixXx

It is never in my cloudy thoughts to acquire a scholarship from Petronas because I did not get any call from them as some of my friends got a call (though I believe and confident can get it). They asked me, a few times, either I got any call from Petronas or not. I did not get any call, so, of course I did not get the scholarship. (What a bloody and creepy question!!) Then, they, Arif and Hissam, forced me to check the result in the midst of the mysterious night. I was reluctant to do it, so, I asked Arif to checkit out. Alhamdulillah, I GOT IT!

Name: Ahmad Afandi Bin Suhaimi
Course: Geophysics
Country: US

Nevertheless, I want go to UK but not US. Now, my parents force me to take this scholarship and ignore the other scholarship (but I do not get the result yet. . lol) Oh Gosh!!!! What should I do?

There are a few reasons why I want to go to UK.
1. I love engineering. (really??)
2. It’s my dream to be there. (yeah! This is a fact!)
3. I love British accent. (Harry Potheaaad... LOL)
4. I have a lot of acquaintances there.
5. I am doing my preparation myself to be there by learning their culture and accent ect.. (but I’m doing TOEFL. Lol..)
6. And I have promised to Arthur (my comrade from French) to meet in UK since he is doing his A-level to study abroad, England.


But what can I gain if taking the scholarship to US
1. One of the best educations in the world.
2. Working with Petronas is such a golden opportunity. (the salary is *****)
3. Money currency. Dollar US is not as expensive as Pound Sterling. (My dad wanna me buy a mercedes car there. I can drive to lecture too.. lol)
4. Firdaus Izraee will be there soon.
5. I got friends there but not as many in UK. (From all walks of life)

~But I luv British accent rather than US accent, though both are cool ~

So guys, what should I do? Emmmm… HELP me m8!!!
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p/s * S'il vous plaƮt, aidez-moi! Mes parents veulent que je me rende des US!

I'm More Than a SUPERMAN!!!

When I saw my buddy, Arthur, was online, I realized that it’s was too late for me to carry on my test. If reading once the text, I just could understand nothing, what’s more at that time? So, I closed the page and caught him on MSN.

At first, I chatted with him, but, after a short moment, unexpectedly, Rodrigo signed in! Great! As it’s difficult to meet him online now. Before he left us, I asked Mr. A to invite him into our club. It was not nice but amazing. We chatted a lot and I was the one who had been Arthurs’ subject of joke! Just due to the word nice! Ooo man! (It’s only the native’s culture mes ami(friend in French)).

3dflags_fra0001-000fa.gif french flag image by ajcorsicaIn Arthur’s place was 6 pm,
brazil.gif Flag image by RyeleahMr. R’s was 12 noon and
Malaysia.gif Malaysia Flag image by Kok888it was 12 am in Malaysia.

Then I realised something. I’ more than Superman (Clark Kent..lol)!!!. Yeah, of course. Superman can run fast from a place to another but I can do something more extraordinary than him! I can travel back in time! Have you met any superhero who has this super extraordinary power? Aren’t you? Now you are! lol.

When it’s was 12 midnight, just a click, I can send my messages back in time. Of course! It was 6 pm in French and 12 noon in US. Lol… that’s all. Other than that, I had been in three continents every minute; Asia, Europe, and world map Pictures, Images and PhotosSouth US.
Now I’m more than a superhero! (Mr. A, has anything to rebut of? And here has no spam mes ami.)

Unveil the Secret

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Thanks Andyboystudent for listening to me. Here I write more details of the incident.

It was a few days after our junior’s enrolment day. As usually, I was one of the persons who joined a simple ceremony before sleeping, reading Suroh Al-Mulk.

My comrade, on a spur of the moment, arose, aggressively, forcing those who we’re not garbing sarong ( a traditional attire) in praying to stand up right away. He did roar as a hungry lion at them ruthlessly, I guess.

A boy at my front whispered at me, ‘Nobody tells us yet to wear it! Why shall I be blamed?’
Instantaneously, I responded, ‘If you are true, need not to do that.’

My comrade at front went on with his talk and me, as usually, at back, attacking him silently with my bosom buddy (best friend). I rebutted him three matters which led me to the banishment  as there was a person reported to another person who was in charge in that matter. When all of lads of my batch we called for a weekly meeting, a person brought up this case and he attacked me (without saying my name) generally. At first, I did not realize that was me as they changed the things I rebutted before. Nearly all!

Days by days passed and the slander flew out over the school and the banishment started on me. Some looked at me as a murderer and when I passed them, they gossiped me. Seriously, I never minded them all. My principle is simple. If I think that’s amiss (wrong), I will say it's amiss (wrong). I still remembered, I nearly to rebut my principal’s words but lucky me, my mates were there.

My best friends, Majdi, Syamil and Sufri always pacified (calm down) me to be strong as they sympathised me.

I learnt a lot from the banishment. It made me to be prepared in a new place as my target is to study at your motherland (UK). Though till to the end of the year they showed their abhorrence (hatred), I never prayed bad thing for them. And you are right Andyboystudent, we must be valiant to say What do We Want to. Today, the secret is unveiled!

Dan The Man Duke


It was a great evening, not because I got 1000 pounds from dad or what, but I spend nearly an hour chatting with DANIEL, a British.

I realised that he's a kind boy, just 15, but too friendly. We got a lot of things in common that we never expect. He has brown eyes but mine are dark brown. He loves creating pics and me too. The most unexpected one is his birthdaybcake Pictures, Images and Photos is 4th of Jan and mine is too. I'm not kidding mate!

The day was greater when we spend another hour, in Malaysia was 9.00 pm but in London was afternoon but not sure the time, talking. He taught me Bri accent and I taught him Malay Language. His pronunciation in Malay Language is great for a beginner. And he is a fast learner.


He asked my favor to create his own twin. Here is the pic (Daniel and Dean).








AM I TWIN???



This is the picture of me and .....


Guess which one is me? Hahaha
Both your answers are correct. You know, I'm quite a creative person. I use software: micromedia firework 7 to create graphics. If want to see my twin more, you can ask me through email. If you leave your quest here is ok too. lol. And if you too want to have a twin. Leave your request here. I will get you soon. (better email me)


* Both persons are me! I've no twin at all. Hahaha

Happy But Guilty

Last evening I got a message from a weird no, 666777. After reading it, I knew its form Petronas, See full size imagethe biggest oil firm in Malaysia. I surfed the website given and felt shocked as I was the lucky one as was shortlisted for its interview. It is a 2-days camp in UTP, University Teknologi Petronas ( Petronas University Technology, the most advance U in Malaysia ), from 11 April till 12 Arpil, so I can't be online in these days. Sorry to you all guys. Athough I felt sad but happy for this chance to attend this interview.

Petronas Twin Towers. (It's too high into the sky. I've been there few times.)

A great photo of Sauber_Petronas KLCC.jpg

This whole day I felt very guilty, because
I've told lie (one only) to SLIPPERY. It was not a big lie, I just said I've a webcam although I have bought yet.
Sorry sry Pictures, Images and PhotosSLIPPERY,
never meant so. Whole day I felt guilty and even quite difficult to close eyes. Hope he can forgive.

Last night, I got more few friends. The most interesting part was I got my first Italian friend, 38,
PETER. His English command is great. We chatted till late morning, 1.30 am Malaysia. I send him my essays. Hope he read. Then I slept.

An Early Wake

Its 6.15 am. I woke up because I had promised to a Fresco man to have a talk with me, instead he was not online, but SLIPPERY was.

We chatted a lot and I got reading his behavior. He is kind. Too kind. Not easy get a friend as him. He is a British and comes from a rich family. He is also good in giving response. His appearance dragged my thought to my old friend, in last 6 years. Then I never met him again. Tx thanks Pictures, Images and PhotosSLIPPERY.

Then I found again Andystudentboy in friendly room, a chatter box that we always meet. He is cool too. We shared a lot about colours.
He loved orange joma numero 10 Pictures, Images and Photosbut I preferred blueBlueBoot Pictures, Images and Photos.

Suddenly, I got a message. Somebody added me in my yahoo messenger. Who was that? Question stormed in my thought. Oooooooooooooo! The Chinese, L. We chatted a lot and i send my picture to him my pic.


20's, my new great fellow, Liam got a daughter. I asked her daughter's name. Guess what? Courtney. For me, as Malaysian, it sounds great. Courtney will be the bright shinnig sun in Liam's life.


I just learnt a new animal. Not cow (I know that), not sheep. Closed... Lamb.. Lewis told me that and showed me a pic.Lamb 004 Pictures, Images and Photos Its cool.. Any way I like his eyes.
His are blue eyes Pictures, Images and Photos, his eyes are blue
but mine is dark brown only a few Malaysians have it. Most are black. LOL......

My Dedication

Hi...... My name is Syafiqq1991(nickname actually.) This is my dedication to all my friends all over the worldGlobe & Mouse Pictures, Images and Photos... I got idea to create this DEDICATION after meeting a British on net. He is

SLIPPERY (nickname)

He is an awesome mate.
Hope you all my friends can follow me up here. I will tell my life here.. Hopefully can update often.


P/s: Slippery you cheered up my life back after losing my best friend smile Pictures, Images and Photos