Dedication

I will sit for my first exam 2mrw. Pray for me guys!!!
Though I am not in my mood to sit for this one -- fighting with someone :'(

Not sure to declare them as the most exhilarating weeks or they are not since the IB life seems are dragging me into a fantasy realm. Why? Every week is the exciting weeks: an exception next week (exam week!)

Since Raya atmosphere was still blanketing us, especially Pratik, though an Indian, we did a small celebration in the class. All of us were forced by each other to wear full Raya costume, and so we did. Then, in the the same week we had birthday party for all those who were born in Sept, including our lecturers.

Then, Petronas students decided to organize Raya open house and it was greatly successful. Thnx Azlan, Izzu, and Sheril. We all own u much. Rendang cooked by Sheril and, of course, with her mum is fabulous. Nearly all IB students came and some of the lecturers and an Petronas officer as well..

Raya spirit was still on its peak in the following week, so, Fatin did also plan a raya celebration in her huge bungalow. All joined it and we all met her family who welcomed us warmly. I would never forget it!






And this week, Physics student did an experiment. We had to design a mechanism to reduce impact time for a falling egg so that it would not break. Sorry, got not picture for this one, yet. I will upload it soon. My design was adversely terrible. I failed both trials! ******! It’s ok. Try again later man!

And another was our class photo session. It was a bit chaos as most of us was too excited, thinking of their tempting post!! But not really!! Once again, Azlan and Izzudin did a fantastic job! Très bien!

And of course, swimming training makes me feel very wearisome. I may escape next week class since exam is coming. Pray the best for me friends!

Sekali lagi aku sendiri berdiri
ditepian pantai berteman bayu laut
setelah berkali-kali menanti
kau : bintang pagar hati bertaut.

Tertawar kawah lara rindu
kau menyubur senyum ceria
merungkai segala pedih buntu
dalam singgahan pelita gembira.

Munculmu tiada tentu. Hari ini
kau di sisi. Esok tiada janji
dan tulat terseksa menanti
dalam kelemasan gelora rindu membadai hati
dalam perangkap ilusi memori lalu. Tapi
setiaku tegap berdiri –
walau jatuh bagai mati,
aku masih pasti
menanti, menanti, dan terus menanti
kerana kau bintang yang dicari
di balik rembunan bintang bersinar suci.

I was nearly half-dead when downloading Nasyid a few days before Raya, then, suddenly, I spotted a list of nasyid, which the group’s name is KISAS. I wondered, KISAS? My school? Can’t be!
Today, early in the morning, while I was waiting for the van to pick me up to school, I was listening one of the song, Rintihan Kalbu. The voice of the vocalist is tremendously great. I started to understand the lyrics. The more I listen, the more my instant saying that it was written by our senior. That is just my thought. However, I strongly believe that this song is directed to KISASIANS since the choice of words and the message are truly like KISAS’s VOCAB!
Here is the lyric. I just have written it. Clik play to listen it! It’s a pleasure, if you all could listen to it. :P
Hope message of the writer comes across your mind!

At last, it seems, nearly months, I didn’t update my blog, until some of my comrades had asked me, and so now, here I am, updating my blog. First of all, I wanna wish.
(these are the words that I will never translate in my heart.. lol)
though it is a bit late since today is not the first Raya. Yet, I bet, it is not a matter for you guys. Aren’t you?

I didn’t update my blogs for some reasons (stop giving pretext!!! :P):
1. I got test.
2. I got a physics project.
3. I joined a 2-days camping.
4. My laptop was nearly full-damaged (the mother box got heart attack!).
5. Then, I got test a gain.
6. No more excuse! (:P)

And, the coming exam is waiting for me. I felt really shameful as my last 2 results (test) are not good enough. The first grade in the first test is 30 and I think my second test is a bit worse, 28, may be. But if I get 28, I am still proud as I did not study.. hehehe.. Just have to be prepared all the times. But now I will change my study style for the sake of Allah. Oh yeah! About exam, for those who are going to seat for SPM and PMR, please be ready for these exams and I will always praying for your success.
KISASIANS! Grab the first place!!!!
Anyway, here are some of the sweet memories in the first Hari Raya…

Wahai Adikku:
Mekar bunga-bunga penghujung di taman terakhir
berpagar robekan hijau di bawah nur utuh
tetapi tetap indah.

Dulunya lima sekawan merpati
riang bermandi-manda di penjuru keempat
tawa, suka, dan duka mereka
adalah benang sakti
persabahatan terikat
sehidup semati ikrar di hati.

Mekar-mekar bunga berkuncup jua,
hijau-hijau pucuk layu jua,
Seakrab manapun merpati
walau hidup bagai sehati
perselisihan datang meniti.
Yang itu dibiar pergi.
Yang itu enggan dirai.
Yang itu tidak dinanti.
Hanya dek sumbang menari
berentak melodi musuh insani.
Teguran pun terus terdiri
namun termakan hati.

Wahai Adikku: jangan dibiar merpati pergi!